January 4, 2020 by Nicole Collins It's a new year! And if I'm being really honest, I feel like I'm completely missing it. The past few days have been kinda “meh” for me. I think I still haven't fully recovered from losing little Charlie on New Year's Eve last year. And, my baby Bella has not been feeling well or acting herself since Monday. I was having some major anxiety and having deja vu thinking about the possibility that she might pass on New Year's too. It just hasn't f